Resurrect the storytelling page lolololol

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm back!!!! yeay it's been over a year now and here i am in my 17th year of breathing.time has passed surprisingly fast and SPM is just around the corner. No need to freak out~as malaysian teens say,Chillax~ or the famous song "rilekk braderrr braderrr rilekkkk~" okay thats a really stupid underage joke.well to be short, i have had a really unexpected upper high school life. LOTS AND LOTS of surprising unfortunate turn of events but thats all in the past and here i am now,more wary bout life,even more rebellious against bullshits,getting greater with my axe, (thats what guitar players call their guitars) and i have a girlfriend that finally seems to be a real girlfriend and not like my exes that were bitches :[i] Frankly,im resurrecting my happy days now,after an eden in the abyss..

my looks may have changed over the years and for those who haven't seen me in a long time,this is how i look now just in case you're wondering

that pic was a selca just fyi haha im still mesmerized by it's beauty LOLOLOLOLOL. this next pic is me with my beautiful,cute...just perfect other half of me,the one always missed,always wandering around in my mind,the shine that lights up my day,okay the list goes on and on kay,one thing for sure is that I love her with all my heart <3 meet Harizatul Izzayu!

yeahhh shes a keeper i tell you and shes mine ^____^ Now,bout school. I am now in 5 Sejati due to my past last year's poor exam results but im kinda relieved it turned out this way cause of some reasons that i cannot fully state here or i'll be turned into a shrunken head~ I'm really enjoying 5 Sejati and kinda pround to be it's monitor.Yeah i'm the monitor -__-" and since my previous vice is now my wife,i have to elect a new vice as my wife will hgave to take care of my 8 goddamn pain in the ass  "kids" haha jk. well i actually im not joking about the "pain in the ass" part. and this year my vice is Syasya Amirah ~ it was kinda creepy working with her at first cause i thought she was scary.well we've never really been close and she looked really scary before but after some time it turned out she was okay so yeah haha.5 Sejati is what teachers would call the mischievious class and often treated as step sons compared to 5 Sejahtera as we are the leftovers of the real brainies.so we were often overshadowed by them. But i prefer being in this mischievious,outspoken class than the *tuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuttttttt* okay no need to badmouth them,we have our own pros and cons :P but im really happy to be here with all my friends and crazy classmates ^_____^

To continue i would now like to futher my blog entry by introducing my new obsessions. For those who have long known me they should already know im a musician and my prefered genry is rock/metal. Over the years of my musical journey i have had several idols that influences my playing style,skills,songs i hear and play,and my clothing style LOLOLOLOL.By far my greatest influence now is the band "BLACK VEIL BRIDES" and the singer is my current and forever idol Andy Biersack. Well we kinda have the same childhood and same view of life so he kinda explains and reflects how i want myself to be.and it's good to know that there are others like me cause in this timid narrow minded malaysian society,my everyday life is filled with bullshits caused by the stupid selfish arrogant society and everyone is being such a hypocrite to just go with the flow and blend in.well im not that kind of a person so i'm always labeled as the devil due to my rebelliousness haha but im proud!!!!!!!here are my fellow fallen angels

well thats it for my brief explanation on whats my life like right now,and i dont know what to write anymore so imma just put up pics of sweet memories and fun times i've had throughout the year until now :D

well those are some of the pics of me this year and they were fun times.so until my next post,farewell mates!!!

Bat Country,my music and life inspiration

Bat Country is actually a song by Avenged Sevenfold,i'm pretty sure most of the world population knows them cause they are fucking awesome!!This song is currently one of my favourites and will always be because:

#1 - The Music

As we all know,Avenged Sevenfold is a metal band,but they also play softer songs like Dear God and So far away which means,they play a variety of genre.unlike your stupid K-pop and shit.In bat country,the instruments played are pushed to their very limits ^^. Guitars for example,are played with multiple techniques and not just strummings like your very popular and sooooo "artistic" Najwa Latiff XP.Apart from fast and heavy awesome metal parts,the song also consists of several slow and harmonic parts which i really love :[i]

#2 - The Lyrics

okay no long description about this,just a sentence= "It explains me and it inspires me on how to live my life"

#3 It's fun to play

I have played various songs on my guitar but none of them is as enjoyable as this!!plus it has both heavy and light parts so it uses multiple techniques which is fun ^^

IT HAS COME BACK...TO LIFE!!

Hyeeeeeee this is the first post of my blog's comeback LOL XD i haven't been active since before PMR last year,cause i thought no one would read my blog,but since i've lots of free time now,i would just fill this blog with anything hahaha.So let's see..hmm firstly i would like to write about my current life.

Honestly,i hate this year.The best year of my life is still 2011,i seem to be happy most of the time last year,cause i have nothing to worry about,no heartbreaks,less responsibilities,less pests to ruin my day,and i was in the most cheerful and happy class the world has ever known,3 Murni 2011.Although most of the teachers hated us throughout the year that time,we didn't care and spent our days as a class happily ^^ we even backed each other up each time we were scolded LOL~ but we shut em teachers mouths by giving them the best PMR results the school has ever achieved!take that you back talking makcik bastards!!

but now,everything has changed :/ i have felt more sadness compared to being happy.So many heartbreaks,so many tears,so many anger,vengeance and hate.The one thing i have achieved this year is the feeling of satisfaction after holding back my anger for like months,then letting it out through my fist,into someone's face LOL~i never regretted that XD Twas the best feeling evah!!!but still..i felt more heartbreaks...then i learned something,never think of others first.i have always been so nice and helpful to others,i often think of them more than myself,but in the end,they would just leave me aside like i'm just a piece of trash.so,from now on,no more mr nice guy.i have had enough.

Oh and now i have a new acoustic!!! Unlike my old acoustic,which i sold,this one is chosen by me so i know exactly what i want and need,and i got everything!!It is the L.Luthier GA-20 semi acoustic,with dreadnought typed body,amp-pluggable,and built in tuner and also phaser!!!This guitar is so awesome,it suits me so much  that no one else can play it.It's like my own Thor's hammer,my Mjolnir ^^

                     since i'm too lazy to type anything anymore.imma stop now.so bubye ^^

For Thy Hearts and ears ^^

Poems and medieval languages has always been fascinating me,i enjoy listening and reciting them,but i've decided to make my own poems! ^^ ,this book is where imma keep em,all of them,i've just started this hobby and there's only one poem in this book now..but more are going to be in it!!the first poem in this book (and the only one for now) is entitled "DAVINA",it's about a girl who i met a week ago,and i really enjoyed spending time with her...she's cheerful,talkative,caring,positive,encouraging,not materialistic,n she has a wonderful smile ^^.she is the type of girl i'll spend the rest of my life with,honestly :'),so imma keep filling this book with my poems,and just to make it even more fun,i'll make songs with em! ^^

*P.S-Pe'ah n Deli-there's no Enne...i made that up..LOL XD

Subjective exams...

Subjective exams...( or paper 2,some might call them ) is an exam where you have to make the sentences instead of marking ABCD , Many fears this paper because there are  no selections of answers,you have to come up with your own by logical thinking or remembering them.but look on the bright side,with no fixed answers,means there are lots of answers that are stupid and doesn't make sense : D ,heres an example...

#1 = one time,the question showed a pic similar to this one below,the question was "what is the name of the disease in the picture?"

the correct answer was "kwashiorkor", a disease caused by lack of protein..a friend of mine answered "buncit" XD

#2 = the question asked,"what machine can be used to help a person with kidney problem" the correct answer was "dialysis machine",,it filtrates and cleanses blood, i answered "straw",one person answered "washing machine".....

3# = and the most epic answer is one that i've forgotten where i first heard it,this answer can be used on any type of question,for example.."why does the ball on the hill rolls back down?",,"gravity" is a common answer,i say answer this "TAKDIR TUHAN" LOL  XD XD XD 

confusing and mind blasting thinking........

i'm currently sitting for my pmr trials...so far,the exam's fine..except for English =..= , it was fucking hard!! this is the english paper that i took the longest time to answer.. i completed it in 40 minutes of confusion....n paper 2 pon section C dier cam sial -___-"

Today

The 10th of August 2011,i've been fasting for ten days now...haven't missed a single day,AKWARD.....i caught a fever during the first week,somehow i managed to puasa jgak...before this,kalau x demam pon aq still akan cari reason nak skip puasa....but this time..different...

arini dapat paper BM of the exam "ujian yg timbul entah dari maner tah..." my classmates,most of them,went to get their papers...they were shouting with joy,seemed very happy,well they should,when they got A's.Rmai jugak yang dapat,10 boys and 17 girls...so 27 murnians got A's....so i went to see my marks and my heart sank....i saw the number "74" on my paper...so i said to myself...."babi tol...."

Then the teacher divided us into groups and hoped that we learn our mistakes from the smart kids,my group was Safirah,aiman,hazim adnan,adli,ziqri and fariq....well,sab and deli joined us afterwards,first they talked about final fantasy characters...i was not really into the subject...but i was listening,so they talked and laughed,i happen to really enjoy watching them chat,it was fun...they were having so much fun..nothing seems to be bothering their heads..it's as if they have no problems at all.i was really touched...the last time i spent time like that was a long time ago,,and i mean LONG...i joined their conversation,they were making fariq confess his feelings towards deli.hahaha XD,i really had a great time,i wished it didn't end,thnx guys : )

demam yg amat annoying.....

selamat berpose kpd sesiapa yg penah mengucap,hopefully korg sehat,psal kalo da sakit,nak pose rse cam nak bersalin yer......cam mane aq tau? psal bru puasa ke-dua,aq da demam...mule2 bese jer....esok tu da cam PU**MAK...harap maaf,pencarutan sebentar tadi tidak dapat dielakkan.segala kesulitan amat dikesali...time demam tu nak focus dalam kelas susah gila,asek rse cam nak pengsan er,so keputusan telah diambil untuk aq cuti skolah pagi tadi,lagi pon suara aq da macam guruh..

Ujian yang timbul x tau dari mana tah.....

Today i answered the first two papers of the  " UJIAN YANG TIMBUL XTAU DARI MANA TAH "...thats what i call the PPD exam , i would write it on every answer and question sheet , just to break the tension XD ,
anyway,had a really great time today,the test started after recess,so we had some fun first. The four of us, AZROY,NAFIS,YAL n ME, we played a game of "guess the song", it's kinda like hangman,the only difference was nobody got hanged, n i gave them the hardest song, it's a malay song, by XPDC ... the title was " NTAHAPAPANTAH "  X D .. i ain't lying , thats the name , search it on youtube,it's there....

Estrella Listener,singer,player

I'M HONOURED

Post kali ni x specific,tajuk pon merepek.......First of all,ribuan terima kasih diucapkan kepada SAFIRAH AZHAR aka PE'AH kerana membaca dan memuji blog aq :) ,dier kte cara penulisan enjoyable :D, sgt happy kerana ade yg suke bce,FYI,ni first post yg dlm BM,hahaha...

                                      THE EXAM THAT SRPANG OUT OF NOWHERE

Time perhimpunan tadi,sedang lepak2..borak2 ngan bdak2 tu...tetibe cikgu announce, ESOK EXAM!!

mase dengar i was like

WHAT THE FUCK!!!!

bleyh lak esok nak exam bru arini ckp... -____-",mula2 risau....psal ingt sume subject ade.Pas2 dowrang ckp yg masuk BM,english,geo ngan sejarah,sume subject yg aq OK lar jugak...FUHH....relieve sket...Then,Kerol, a friend of mine ckp "wei lan,hafazan kner tangguh arh,psal agama mmg time periksa,"

Time tu aq......

OHHH YEAAAHHH!!!!! X D

npe aq ske?psal....

# 1 - aq x hafal lagi ayat tu

# 2 - aritu ustazah tu tengking aq sebelum aq bce, diulangi, SEBELUM aq bce,so aq xtau aper masalah dier...

# 3 - aq xnak kner tengking lagi :P

CrUsHeS... hehe :P

                                             

Jokes and Laughs

Laughter is the best medicine,thats not a saying,thats a FACT,and jokes the 

trigger..here are some of the best jokers and funniest guys i know... :D

RUSSEL PETERS

                                                                       

    he's indian,but grew up in canada,he's a stand up comedian..and he's really funny,his jokes are based on racial topics and issues,be it the accent,culture,skin colors,language or habits,he knows everything from every race on earth.he is also very good at making face expressions and intonations,and "sometimes"...not always,he makes jokes about sexual things...and hell yeah he swears a lot,so for the open minded people,this guys awesome! XD

JOZAN

The funniest malaysians i know..their jokes are clean,so parents,ur kids can watch em alone....Johan is unbeatable at imitating others,hes done fadzilah kamsah,chef wan and eric leong...FYI,i've tried doing fadzilah kamsah,n its kinda fun,Jozan has created the best character and my favourite gangster of all time, MAEL LAMBONG....

my fav quotes

"INSAN YANG CEMERLANG DATANG DARI AKAL..yer,yer...HATI YANG TENANG,DAN JIWA YANG..KUAT!"

"APE YANG KO NAMPAK NI,ANGGAPLAH LAH SATU ILUSI...TAK NAMPAK,,TAPI KALAU KO CAKAP DENGAN ORANG..LEBAM BIJI MATA KO"

Stress,pain,depression....and the cure.......

ok,lets see....stress,a six letter word known by almost everyone in the world..even if someone doesn't,they'll still have it,, i happen to be a guy whos very familiar.....with stress n pain... inner pain..to be precise...physical pains are kinda rare...except from the incidents the past few weeks.... -_______-"... slapped and choked....luckily,the guys who did it to me were guys who were "un-paybackable.."...and FYI,one of them's a girl,Syahirah Binti *tuut* bkn larh nme sebenar.....

Everyone feels depressed right?some can't control it..and eventually leads them to suicide,i,in fact..are ones that suffers from major depression,,yes...i'm always hyper and cheerful,doesn't mean i've never thought of blowing my head....

BUT,there are things i do that kinda helps...here's a list,if you'd like to try them :)..

# 1 - hangout with someone who's funny,

or in my case,no one has ever really done a good job at making me happy...or laugh :(....so, i become the funny guy :D,and it really helps,turns out i prefer being the joker than laugher,,,but,a little laugh helps sometimes....ok,maybe a LOT XD

# 2 - Don't act ur age,

age are just numbers,why bother being a grownup when u can do what you like,event if its childish?

so from now on,instead of walking...run,instead of wandering around and checking what ur classmates are up to,jump and dance around,it works for me :)

# 3 - Hit the walls....

ok,this one's kinda optional....try it if u wanna,,but anything happens,don't mention me....i have this weird habit since i was little....i like punching walls...and when i say "punch",i mean "blow the guys head off" punch...it helped me..but i dont know about you guys.. :P

# 4 - do something you love,

this is usual,for me,it's music,,either i listen to them,sing them,play them,it really helps me a lot...another thing that i enjoy is......eating,, :D

so those are my ways,follow and enjoy it,or have your own way :)

The people who are training our future generations.....

Or teachers,i've known many,from all sizes and height,colors and races.i liked most of them,but i ain't writing about the ones i like,that's boring....seriously...imma write about the ones that makes me want to set them up so they end up spending their life in prison...n they don't look like the one in the pic,that one's real hot...( wish she's my teacher )..i'm writing about the most annoying teacher i've had,the one will be remembered the most.don't worry,no real names are used...just what i call her.... XD

 A(L)2

-40 +,female,kinda short.. (for her age)....black eyes,AND IS REALLY MOUTHFUL....

-once,she brought two of my classmates to the counselor........

-twice,she accused me of saying bad things behind her back,and twice,she was wrong.....

-thrice,she told my classmates to do their work on the floor.....

-and i've lost track....but,many times,she's complained about us to our class teaher and gossiped with other teachers

 those are the things she's done....SO FAR.....

she's unique because,she's the only teacher i've known to have so many trademarks,which are created SPONTANIOUSLY...some of them are...

KAMU NI.......

ISH,AWAK NI...CAMTU PULOK....

KALAU ADE 700 BUKU TEKS,AWAK NAK !@#$%^&*!!!?(with rage)

SAYA SEBENARNYER.......

KAMU KATA ADDMATHS X PENTING!!!(with rage)

and the most unbelievable is........


HUK ALOH!
 ( she got real angry when we say this...no idea why... :| ? )

The First song...

I'm announcing that....I"M WRITING MY FIRST SONG!!!!

MY FIRST FUCKING SONG!!!WOOHHOOOO!!!

It's gonna be about high school,the fun,the pain,the memories,but i'm focusing more on the FUN ;D
the song's music is already composed,i did it with my acoustic,all that's left now,are the lyrics,and who's going to be singing it,HAHA....i'm currently writing the lyrics,but i'm asking D'subsify and syahirah to help me...
this song will be my first step in achieving my dream...my TRUE dream i mean,not the "i wanna be doctor when i grow up" dream....i'm really giving my all for this song... :)